Being Married

I cant seem to write about anything today, or for the past month. 

i feel like I have so much to say but I can't seem to put it into writing.

So i'm going to put things that I like about being married:

1. the companionship, feels good to have someone to love and someone loving you

2. Cooking :)

3. Having my own home/apt

4. Being able to be with the person I love

  Sometimes I feel this profound love for my husband, it feels amazing like i cannot breath. It feels good to be able to hug and cuddle with the person you love.

5. the listening, my husband listens to me like no other person it's amazing!!

anyways i should really go...

God Bless

Cleanliness

A few days ago a few of my friends came to visit me. It was really late at night almost 12:00 and they were passing through the city.
My sofa was piled up with laundry I had recently washed and the sink filled with dirty dishes, I had decided to leave them until the morning. It was embarrassing trying to hurriedly clean up while they waited. OUTside. Yes, in my foolishness I left them outside waiting. I was ashamed but now that its over, has that ever happened to you??
Do you clean your house constantly?
If you do, well lucky you. Unfortunately, I don't, (i am ashamed really)
I talk to other girls, and they are always talking about cleaning, not all of them cook for their husbands but they do have a clean house.
I'm not saying I live in filth but I do get lazy once in a while and leave the dishes in the sink and other little stuff.
I work part-time and that's my excuse, yet in my head I refuse to validate it and just call myself lazy.
So what I am going to do is try to keep the house clean at least without dishes in the sink!

what's that quote I'm always reading about?
Cleanliness is next to Godliness. or something like that.

On another note:
I can't believe that January is almost over, where I live the sun is already shining and you don't need a jacket to go outside. Cannot wait for February! Valentine's Day!!!

hope you have a blessed week!!

Big FAT...

I haven't written in a while, because I've been getting lazy because of the holiday's.

So what's been on my mind is that I haven't felt healthy this whole month actually. It's little things that irk me and are turning me completely crazy.

I feel like google is laughing at me. I'm one of those people that google every symptom they have.
Anyways, we've been ttc for a few months now but it hasn't happened yet. But every symptom that I google seems to deal with pregnancy lately, which is driving me insane!!!
Well only God knows when! Time will tell.

It saddens me alot to not be pregnant. So this whole month I've been depressed and technically sad.
My hubby has been supportive of it all.
I'm happy that he is understanding.

Bye-bye
If you can spare a prayer please do.

Annoying Him...

Yesterday, my husband and I got together with his parents and his sister's family.
His sister's husband was going to make his special lasagna and he wanted to demonstrate us how to cook it.
I watched as his wife kept interfering the whole time, and I also watched as he was starting to get annoyed. She kept correcting him and he kept doing what he was doing.
I was puzzled by this, because when I interfere my husband with something he is doing he dislikes it, so I try not to do it.
Yet this woman kept doing it, until her mother told her to leave him alone.
Then she said, "He doesn't care, he doesn't mind when I do it, he still loves me" then she looked at him to affirm it. He said "sure", then seeing that she got hurt, his face softened and said, "of course I do, my sweet little love". It was then that I understood that that was her way of annoying him.

Do you annoy your husband sometimes?

Annoying my husband makes me feel full of giddy happiness. I know that he absolutely loves me no matter how silly I am. I can be who I really am when I'm with him.

I can kiss or tickle him to death even if it bothers him, I can call him silly little nicknames that he hates, and I can spend the whole night explaining a book I just read without caring if I'm annoying him.

Do you feel the same way with your husband?? If you do, then you might as well agree with this quote:

I love being married. It's so great to find that one special person you want to annoy for the rest of your life. - Rita Rudner


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